Aha!
I had an AHA! moment today. A few times. I've been struggling to figure out what to do with myself and I go to random places in my mind to figure it out. After getting rid of the restaurant I've been real scattered as to what I want to do with myself. Truck driving, flight school, tree climbing, coffee making... Nothing that has made me truly happy. There's something bigger and better to be taken. I'm not meant to be working for someone else. It's nice and all to not have to worry about 'locking the door' at night, but sometimes it's a decent trade off for a chance at something a little bit better.
I'm about to wrap up this year in blogging and I'm a little disappointed in myself that I couldn't end it on a really exciting note. I guess the true believers will see what happens someday...