Meh...

If there's one thing I've learned about myself during this year of writing is that I probably wouldn't be a good columnist. There has got to be some other medium for me to convey what I feel about things. I'd suggest to myself it would be music but my attention span won't allow for that. A part of me wonders if it is simply my environment. I have the desire to write all kinds of cool things and have profound thoughts about things but I feel 'stupid' way more than I need to... This place I'm in is showing its effect on me. I want to be social and outgoing like I found myself in the military but all I can think about is the light at the end of this tunnel. Hurumph....