Unsettled...

I only have three more months until my next major move in life. Regardless of what kind of job I end up getting, I know I am going to start over. Thought I've done it time and time again, I'm beyond excited this time.

A usual scenario that plays out in my life goes as follows... There's people in my life that I want more of. More time with, more communication, more everything... Typically I'll end up going about my business hoping that this other person makes some miraculous entrance into my life, exactly like I have it played out in my head. Something amazing happened to me lately. What I was hoping for in my head... Actually happened. I can't divulge too much right now. No, I didn't get laid. No, I didn't randomly meet the girl of my dreams.

The point of what's on my mind at the moment has to do with things that come into our lives that we don't know what to do with. If someone or something comes in to your life and it doesn't make you feel absolutely positively satisfied, it's not meant for long. If our life situation isn't what we want, we have to keep believing that there is something better that we will actually be happy with.

The notion of 'not settling' has proven its worth to me. If I would have settled, I wouldn't be open to experience things that make me happier than I ever thought possible.