No idea...

My head has been in quite a haze lately. I'm tired of trying to figure out how to get to the next step each day. I've tried doing the whole 'writing things down' bit and simplifying my life but none of that really seems to appease me. I need a real break from life. I'm almost to the finish line with this flight school thing and I am slightly anxious and giddy for what my next move is. Until I move to California, I get to spend some time filtering through all the shit that I have and I'm going to try and get rid of as much as possible. All I have to do is erase any lingering expectations of 'good things' that may happen while I'm packing up to move. Blah...